well.. there is a reason why i havent been in touch lately or been writing latley... the school has been giving me loads of work every single nite and day.. This the year where i actually gave crap about hw.. well.. its good in a way for its more challenging and its bad in a way for i have less time doing whatever i want to do..(like watching series!)...heeh lol... but yea... theres nothing going on in my mind yet and there are number of things that happened while i was not writing here.. but im pretty lazy to explain them in "detail".. but... later.. maybe il have the motivation to.. oki i have it..


hmm.. well i guess the first major thing that had happened before i got 'sick' again.. was the very heart emptying and burden freeing conversation i had with the blast from the 3 months.. past... well.. i had the nerve to give him this site.. so i'll be free... of my denials... and it didnt go that bad..well i still had questions to ask but then i think i was still to shy too.. but yea.. hmpph.. that was a very heartbeating moment again.. but its over and done.. move on kim.. and find a hot american spanish bf... i wish!... but yea.. ( guys are so out of my radar now)... i have no idea why... theres just no new ones.. that are good enough i can like and look in to...hehe lol...but yea..

the day after that i was sick for five days!!... which gave me a BIG hold back from my studies.. hated it and hated it so much.. but yea.. i lost weight that was the only advantage i had out of my 5 day sickness... although it was torturing... i was crying every time i was left alone.. pretty annoying actually...