As i have been praying for this school year to be fun, exciting and educational, i felt like it was answered in a way but it wasnt clear... Now that a full week has just finished, i find myself still wanting to go to school despite the desertedness i feel while im there....(shocking rite).I guess now i find all of my classes pretty exciting... (besides all of the work they give us)..... all of these work makes my hand want to explode... Im suppose to be doing a paper now...about my one and most important fear... il write another entry about that particular fear...hehe lol...well.. apart from all of these hard work and weekly assignment..i have seen a great improvement in the school.....nicer people.. (HOTTER teachers) haha lol....

but yea what i learned now is that... you have to make your own happiness and that negativity, its all a state of mind... now its really clear that if you want something to happen.. you yourself have to make it happen...that sometimes you just have to make the most of things... in a way you cant just always scream "hell the world" ...........cuz there are always suprises in life that simply inspires u...people might go.. but they can also suddenly come back........ we should live life with dreams to capture not expectations to be reached.... for we should always dream big... cuz all our expectations cant be reach every single time....



well that it for today
cant seem to think straight tonite.. maybe tomoorrow

signed out..
-now he talks...and lost hope in my temporary insanity