... as i look back the past month and half of summer.. its been going great actually... i actually went out with more friends and felt more fun than last year... Being at home chillaxing and boring down my body as it gets fatter and fatter or sexier.. has been a blast... today i went to school with my sister.. to meet buraidah and bilal.. i guess old jokes never die.. because.. we were laughing are asses off.. from ourselves... sarcasm, clumsiness, jokes, teases.. and all and all made me feel good.... made me feel alive.. i just realized that most people stick to hanging out with the people in their own society or community.... and we tend to not be comfortable to people who arent invited in it.. we tend to look at people differently once we know or think that they dont belong... but everyone belongs.. everyone needs someone.. no one should be left out.. sometimes i judge people and i really dont want to.. sometimes i judge my own friends.. and its not right... because if i think of people judging me .. especially my friends... i wont feel good.. il be in and out of my head.. we should let people in sometimes.. everyone should be welcome.. because not to many can stay for long.. people come and go.. but its the people who are really meant to be that will stay...

so this school year.. im going to try my best and rise over the people who may be better than me cuz il hate and compete anyone who'll be better than the things i love doing.. also i'll open myself to thai friends.. (which will be hard) and i'll try to be nicer to guys(hopefully hot ones)...not to the only ones i like or have known for very long time.. i need to expand.. and im not really in progress.. catch you later bye.. mwah