i know summer your suppose to chillax and stuff... but im totally hating it.... i might love bits and pieces of it.. but its really giving me the option of not doing anything... and even the tv thats suppose to entertain me is not very entertaining even though i have over a thousand of dvds downstairs that are borrowed and would soon need to be returned...

another thing that also is irritating me is the fact that im broke... no money at all.. and my family is facing financial problems and they try everytime to give us the money to go out and have fun because they also dont want us stuck in the house getting fat during the whole summer... i cant go anywhere and i have lived here for maybe five years and no i cant do anything in this village..

apart from those.. what is really bugging me are the plans that are changing... i mean i know he's friends with my friends and all but he should understand that he cant just come here in my house and i still am not going to be in that whole we're friends thing... but yea.. i dont really mind if he's anywhere.. he just has to deal with whatever i do because whatever he feels i dont give a damn....i kinda feel sorri for him tho... i mean its another feeling to see your girl leave you for another guy.. but its another thing to see your girl happy with another guy than unhappy wit you... i think i deserve all this torture...hehe lol.. such a bad girll...

well watever may happen tomorrow.. shall happen.. but im still going to be kim.. forgiving.. sweet and caring and alot more....