getting through the summer....
...." we move on but its hard to forget".... kat
kat said this and actually made me realize that its true...its easy to move on... but memories that were the happiest in your lives especially wen you spent it with someone will always haunt you.... that you cant just let go of.....
im not broken in the fact that he left im just bruised..... i wasnt in love... i was just falling.. but i havent fallen... and would not until.. i am positively sure..... it was just hard to lose a best friend and a potential lover... and the fact that he didnt call before he left is still hurting me..but admire him for the fact that he made it all so much easier....he didnt make it better but he made it easier.. for both of us to move on... cuz i noe i wouldnt have done it.. i'll live through the times without him.. my grandma always said that... there's alot more to come..and that they would be just lining up your way....
some people their weakness is love...they can fall in love in an instance.....
but for me.. love for a guy is my fear... its what im afraid of doing... for their is so much risks and chances that you will get hurt when you actually do fall in love...
i had watched heartbreak to heartbreak.. tears being shed for stupid reasons.. i see people fighting for a lie... but apart from all of this
love still surprises me...
i see love moving in myterious ways....and its because of the need of love that we still go on trying and trying everytime it fails... its something that everyone needs and wants to feel.... everyone is always hungry for love.. love can never disappear its always there.. we just have to find it and bring it back.. LOVE can never be overrated... no matter what you feel...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
Monday, June 02, 2008